Mad rantings of E

Wow Only one entry for march!!
amazing.


This is so sad.

*sings songs of sorrow*

*strangles Xanga*

WUAAAAAAAAAH wth is wrong with Xangadanga??!
See, GG, I told you LJ is much more worth our time and effort. There's certainly some guy up the Xanga food chain who's swallowing everything and leaving nothing for bottom feeders like me :(

Anyway. Kinda tired out today dunno why.

Anyway I decided when I have my first child, I will make sure I do these things to / with him/her

1. Poetry recitation. I want my Whitman junior
2. Addition and subtractions, and hopefully we can move on to Logarithm or sum other shitty topics I myself cant master
3. HTML. You cant live without it nowadays, can u? *am clueless*
4. Dunk his/her head in icy cold water, so that he/she will grow up to be a fine swimmer
5. Cooking lessons on tv! WEEHEEE
6. Um, those shows. Like Lillian Too, ya know? For PROSPEROUS and AUSPICIOUS years ahead!
7. The art of........................the Kama Sutra. like, everyone knows it, right? Right?

genius of gayness

crap, today i woke up ( would u belive it? ), walked to my kitchen which is exactly sixty-four steps away from my room, got a small stool about 2 feet long and 3 feet high with a diagonal surface area of 9 square feet. i picked it up nineteen feet away from the kitchen door carried it inside the kitchen( yes all the way) and stood on it to take my favorite box of strawberry flavoured cornflakes made by kelloggs. i put the desired amount of cereal into a white ceramice bowl, added 34cc of low fat high density soya milk (yeah im a health nut)....i slumbered across the dirty green colored linoleum, my hand clumsily grasping a soup spoon for which i subsituted a cereal spoon in forty-three seconds and shoved the spoon into my bowl of cereal vigorously, thereby breaking the said bowl. i then spent 13 minutes and 39 seconds picking up the pieces of the aforesaid bowl and its contents....as i gazed as the low fat soya milk spreading its strawberry-flavoured-cornflakes-made-by-kelloggs colored milk fingers over the dirty green kitchen linoleum. i feel sorry for my cereal. so i mopped it up with this brown shit-stained mop. at this point of time i was feeling real low so i ate i candy bar and went back to sleep.


so wht dya think?
stupid?
crappy?
all of the above? yeah thts a typical blog whr sum jerk describes how he eats breakfast and wht happnd....stupid? yeah// well thts the point of this blog, to prove how stupid nd crappy a blog can get. - Master D

Best Beloved,

Dearest Irina,

Sweet Pumpkin!

Your emails are getting worse by the day and so are mine, we gotta do sumthng bt it...wht do i write on yourpostcards nd hw do i send the diary thing to najla>>

Your Best Beloved.

( gay email huh? im losin it<< )

hahahahaha. that was from spongebob gaypants! lawl

KESEPIAN
Burung-burung gagak berteriak
Dan berdengung terbang ke kota:
Salju akan turun segera -
Bahagialah dia yang kini masih - berkampung halaman!
Kini kau berdiri kaku,
Menengok ke belakang, ah! betapa lama sudah!
Mengapa kau yang tolol
Sewaktu musim dingin menjelang - larikan diri ke dunia?
Dunia itu pintu gerbang
Ke seribu gurun bisu dan dingin!
Yang kehilangan,
Yang kau kehilangan, takkan berhenti di mana pun jua.
Kini kau berdiri pucat,
Terkutuk untuk ngembarai musim salju,
Bagaikan asap,
Yang mencari langit yang lebih dingin selalu.
Terbanglah, burung, teriakkan
Lagumu dalam nada-burung-gurun! -
Umpetkanlah, kau yang tolol,
Hatimu yang berdarah di dalam es dan ejekan!
Burung-burung gagak berteriak
Dan berdengung terbang ke kota:
Salju akan turun segera,
Celakalah dia yang tak berkampung halaman!

Bored. REALLEH bored. Bucking fored. Ah

This entry doesnt make sense. Nothing ever does

Wassup, homies?

Haha. For every question|statement I received like that, I wanted so badly to reply with a "Shut up youfuckinghomo."

But I cant. 'Cause I'm too nice. But you already knew that, didnt you? Let's take advantage of Irina.. *whispers* She wont mind, she's nice. What do you mean, feel bad about it? *nervous laugh* I'm sure she wont mind.. I told you, she's nice.

I'm going to be a nasty person this day on. Nasty, Nasty, Nasty.

anyway, today I had fun. some fun. some kinda fun. kinda fun. Okay I am blabbering. But hey that's the point of Journals, you are supposed to blabber.

Nasty Irina in action.

I hate my brother. I seriously do. I'm looking for a hero/heroine out there who's saintly enough to make my brother change. I cant take this. He's ruining my life, her life, his life, our lives.

Wait that was kinda nice.. coz it's a paragraph of understatements.

Guess I'm not one of those people who can turn nasty, huh?

hahaha..lawakla. like small kids only.. cant go out kalau hwork not finished

I feel....LAME

lets not forget the botak head..

lol reminds me of A

newayz kalo you all nak tahu well tanya kat i lah apasal malu2 sgt nih
to najla hang ngan aku slalu mcm nih kat msn tapi sapa yg dok type haa
aku tak betoi skit hari ini, sorrie laa

slits. eyes.
"i think ur handwriting is disturbing.. lol.." - Gg
"trexes run like sissies" - ass Star
"woi..if it is onli for gay3..message herler..bulletin is
for evryone in friednster..apaler..lu ini..keke.neways
gong xi fa cai...u oso coming for arun..uhh..very
quiet..cant hear u..newyas..tc bye bye" - jeje keke geegee boy

im quiet!
im serious!

woah the power of physics..

weih aku nak naik skooter! camne.. boleh, kan?

Gayatri Shukla
to me
More options 5:56 pm (4 minutes ago)

good!! then u can easily find a part time job while waiting for spm results...
go learn up lah..take part in bakat georgian also

>From: Irina <eerienuh@gmail.com>
>Reply-To: Irina <eerienuh@gmail.com>
>To: Gayatri Shukla <gayatrishukla@hotmail.com>
>Subject: Re: list of bks
>Date: Fri, 18 Feb 2005 17:55:43 +0800
>
>i wanna learn how to mime
>
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the commercialization of valentine's day isn't much of a mystery. it is corporate garbage, very effective corporate garbage, might i add. if companies manufacturing teddy bears, chocolates, tshirts, jewelry, etc. for the occasion weren't making ridiculous profits, such production would cease to occur. what really baffles me, however, is how in the name of isis a feast day celebrating a saint who wrote notes to those on death row, notes that often contained Bible passages, came to evolve into the holiday of lovers. these men, with no chance in hell of the equivalent of a death row pardon, were to be persecuted for their religious beliefs and sought solace in knowing that God would welcome their departed souls into His Kingdom. yet the contemporary significance valentine's day is to say, "my boyfriend > your boyfriend."

the problem with valentine's day is all of the hype, the hooplah, the expectations. a girl says that she just wants a rose, a simple rose [the lower socioeconomic classes opt for carnatians], a wallet sized box of russell stover's, and a card. that's all. the humor of the situation, however, is that she has herself mentally braced to receive a dozen long stem roses, a rolls royce with champagne chilled in the decanter, a diamond ring, and a prized stallion on which to ride along the shoreline [even if she lives smack dab in the middle of a region that is surrounded by, well, land on all sides]. you know why? because that's what it's turned into, and i don't like it.

i didn't even see my significant other, therefore wasn't terrible concerned with the typical valentine's festivities. i don't care if instead of kissing, holding, romancing, and spending exorbitant amounts of money on me, that he had just been able to be here. even if he was to drag my naked body through a boiling pit of tar only to use a nailgun to leave the impression of a complex geometric design from my forehead, to my burning loins, to the soles of my feet. the things are secondary.

instead, i went to school.

[PS. I did not write that.]

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Looza. Havent been blogging here for what seems like ages. Well, nothing much to say. Dont feel much like typing what I had already typed.. in another blog. Dont wanna paste it here either, coz that sucks.

Oh well. bye

Cake! Cake! *mz falls off chair*
Wuahahahahahaha.

Another Brick In The Wall is NOT gay.

Nyeah. I'm feeling so hot. Like, where has all the ice in the hse gone to?? X_X I'm seriously dying here. I never sweat at night (cept when I'm humping, hving nightmares or playing tennis) and now i do! Coz its so.bloody. HOT!

time kills . time heals.
wise indeed

today our Chem teacher didnt turn up. how very homo. ended up punching people, 'decorating'skin with blue ink, testing the ar cond.. lamenting abt the porn hse which is no longer a porn hse, saw wf, teased wf.. yeah.if only the rest of the tuition days r like this.

Siti Nur-MIMI!

*kak nah ketawa berdekah-dekah*.


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I feel.. very sad, its like, losing a friend, yeah.. it IS losing a friend. sort of anyway. I''M SORRY I BATHED!
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White briefs save the day

Rogers, Arkansas: There's another reason Mom is right when she says you should always have a fresh pair of underwear. A city attorney leanred last week that they can attract rescue helicopters.
Ben Lipscomb found himself lost in the flooded backwoods while duck hunting with his Labrador retriever.
He only managed to make it out by tying his white briefs to the end of his gun barrel and waving them at an Arkansas State Police helicopter.
Decked out in full camoflage hunting gear, Lipscomb was practically invisible as the helicopter made several passes at dusk.

"I knew I had to do something to get their attention," he said.

I want to get these books:

1) The Chronicles of Narnia
2) To Kill A Mockingbird
3) The Five People You Meet in Heaven
4) Basilisk
5) Life in the Fat Lane

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Lots of work, but taking a break now. HAHA what break.. I've done nothing since I came back. Homework, bye.

Time now :6.36pm
I cant do hwork. I get SO irritated.. by.. nOthing. ARGH.

Was convincing Ede to join Valli's. But he didnt want to coz.. he thinks Js is a poser.

So maybe that says a lot about him. Js, I mean.
Just in case anyone reading this might be interested.

Anyway, playing my second Minesweepers game now. I decided to use my other msn accounts, cause I'm sick of ss people. They just annoy me sometimes. Like this

~kekekekeke~

So.. today is pretty much a dull day.
oh oh, gotta go!

I hate the feeling of being stressed out. Or as Guy3 might put it - occupied. Siti Sarimah, Pn Ong has each personally came to me to ask about the meeting with teachers. First reaction was : WHAT MEETING?!?! Ed 04 never told me about this, and I'm too dumb to figure out that there'd be one. Ah, shit.

Happy thoughts. Think positive.

:D

I have great friends.

I am also not a cynical being. (Jt called me that) I am not cynical!! I may be sarcastic at times, but I am not cynical

yn·i·cal Audio pronunciation of "cynical" ( P ) Pronunciation Key (sn-kl)
adj.

1. Believing or showing the belief that people are motivated chiefly by base or selfish concerns; skeptical of the motives of others: a cynical dismissal of the politician's promise to reform the campaign finance system.
2. Selfishly or callously calculating: showed a cynical disregard for the safety of his troops in his efforts to advance his reputation.
3. Negative or pessimistic, as from world-weariness: a cynical view of the average voter's intelligence.
4. Expressing jaded or scornful skepticism or negativity: cynical laughter.

no fucking way.

im typing out an email to Pn Goh. Haha!!

Tuition practically every day. NO driving license. Broke as fuck (translates to NO TAXIS). Rents working. Ah, where are the trishaws when you need them?

School is okay so far. All these kiasu-ism really opened my eyes. We're all like animals in 5 Intan, there's this primal hunger to pounce on front seats EVERYWHERE. Cant we make a compromise of some sort? Since evryone in 5 I were in 4 I, wouldnt it be better if those who had the chance to seating in front in labs, etc now give the opportunity to the rest who didnt get that chance last year? It's kinda hilarious when you think about girls in kurungs and skirts running down corridors / going down steps / crossing longkangs and such, all racing to book good places, Singaporean-kiasus style.

Okay, so maybe that was PMS ranting.

Anyway, I broke one of my resolutions already. Fell asleep just now.. Not really my fault. Was doing beruang's homework, and was cracking my brain to come up with a sentence using the words 'jerih payah' when (i guess) I fell asleep. Just like that. Totally zonked out. Maybe Suganiya's 04 mouldy bread has some kind of intoxicating effect on me..

October - Now.

There were many things going on, most of them unpleasant and confusing. But some were Okay. What happened was, it was Ramadhan and we had exams. One of the last schools to finish. But it was okay, I certainly HOPE so. We havent gotten our exam slip, next year I guess. Hah, next year is tomorrow..

Now the Editor of the Editorial Board. Moo.

So many things happened, ahah, Raya, jogging, movies.. SUMMER SCHOOL which is like the second best thing that ever happened to me. Best 2 weeks, period. Najla got a cat. Mz is hooked to ______. Danny went for camps, and started blogging like crazy, and wrote everyone nice testimonials. (wonder if this is her nicer twin..) Guy3 went JD crazy.. as usual, with him appearing on Oprah, I think. Anasta went to Langkawi, and luckily nth happened to her. Sug came back after a looong time in India.

Summer School.. I already wrote an entry on it, and I think that's enough.

After school ended, I spended endless hours online, messing with blogger, LJ, everything, sending songs over MSN, playing games (Ganguro! Pong, etc), did last minute Lit hwork, worried about shopping to get stuffs for summer school, planning for Ed B lunch (which never materialised), actually GOING shopping with Najla, dyeing my hair (hahaha, bullshit) Raya in Naj's hse, which ended up in BJ.. Trip to KL, which wasnt wasted, seeing people, cousins,

This is the last school hols, in my opinion. The school hols after f5 wont feel like one, coz, yknow, SPM, and besides, we will be leaving school anyway. Next year, most of us will be getting our driving license, talking about where to study after f5, where to move to, and next year is the last year for tuitions! And outings, coz I bet after we leave school, not everyone can be contactable, even if we can, we all cant go out, coz surely, there will be problems. Next year is the last year for us to torment teachers, next year is the last year we'll be getting SGGS exam slips.

I would very much like to welcome 2005, but I'm not quite ready to let go of 04 yet. Too many memories, both sweet and bitter, to hold on to.

Happy New Year!

Today is the last day of 2004. What probably is my best year yet. It's just depressing that I have to end it this way. I'm going through all my entries now, it's all very sad. I dowanna let go of this year.. I am not ready for 05 yet. so little time, so many things to sort out. I made a couple of people angry in the past few days, and I'm very sure at least 50% is still mad at me. Heh.

Okay so in Jan, it was very hectic, I remember complaining about homework, and I had the flu. Was also pissed dat me and Danny had to sit behind some less-than-quiet people. Jan I was also in a state of confusion, because of.. some things few know about. I remember hating Pn Ling with all my heart, I hated the way she taught us all. Tuition started then, I guess. Danny's 'surprise' party at Dome's. :] it was cool, she figured it out, though. Mz's very thoughtful. Justin leaves for Aust on the 12th. also parent's anniversary. SKMH reunion on the 4th. I remember Sug shrieking at the sight of Je Sen. Haha. School stay backs on Tues and Thurs.

Come Feb, I was trying to get used to form four and the burden. Some were already doing very well, some werent. I was in the latter category. February was also one of the nicest month I'v experienced, cos of Mariah Carey's concert. No, I didnt go. :) On Valentines, I remember watching Gothika with friends. It was entertaining, hearing myself scream. Also got into Ed Board and the first thing I got from Mel is to proof read Ch'ng's poem. Ah, the interview too. I went with Ass, I still remember answering 7 when Melati asked me how would I rate my language profiency out of a scale of 10. At that time, I was also still updating my sort-of-blog at irina.vze.com. All in all, I was very happy, and only a few knew why at that time.

March. Third month of the year. I'm sad to say I cant remember much of March. Zahidah came back from that boarding school, and I remember all of use feeling glad that she did. Tests. Lit tuition with Mrs Peh, I remember those Mondays after school. Walking there.. it seems unreal now. First fight with him. Elections were held this month too. Of coz I didnt vote, still underaged. 28/3 confessed someting.

Entry on the second last day of the month
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wat a funny day! really started out funny.. went to see a tcher 4 the sch sci projct.. went back to class.. n saw these 2 cats(one of which guy3 dubbed as the poor thing i screwed).. mating!! like.. humping away.. hahaha..whatta sight.. n they took MY MY a loong time but whatever. got selected 4 that dumb oral thingy.. hv to do it in frnt of this woman(who IS she anyway??) who seemed to like American accents. *snorts* no way im gonna fake any kinda accents. im doomed. i dun even knw what im gonna crap abt. earlier.. i wanted to do it spontaneosly.. since it was it frnt of Pn Goh..im comfortable with her.. but THAT lady.. damn strict frm what i've heard. feel glad i cleared things up with faiz.. i think..yeah..im such an idiot with a big mouth la..annoying pple's my pastime..sorry!!! think abt it.. i feel extremely bad..when pple apologise..i think that's the whole point..so i wont do nething again..n dun hv to hear apologies..hehe. oh, shit. i was supposed to call pn suriya..whoever..ma got her num 4 me. oh well long day, wanna retire early but nooo i've homework. bye!

April Fools. Also Ass' bday. She wasnt in Malaysia though. Hotel stay in Northam. :) Freaked out by creatures of the night. I remember staying up really late, reading Adrian Mole and smsing. Guy3's group won the Sci project, for Chemistry. 19th- last entry at vze.com. Came up with several conclusions, I think guy3 must remember, politics. Was shocked at first. Anyhow, 11th - Danial's bday lunch with fam + Faiz and Syazwan. Watched that movie, I forgot what, starring The Rock. 17th - school's food fair. I remember being kicked at by some fool. Foul mood, eh. made Calvin go for a pony ride. Prefects selection, half the class got it. INFORMATICS!! ahahaha, education exhibition at school. Same time as the drama clean up I guess. Mom goes to Japan on the 26th.. biggest fight with her on the day before. Drama competition. Pfs won 2nd.

Soon, it was May.Rohini's bday party on the 1st, remembered having fun. Also had this  F&I4E in my blog. Mid year exams. Panic sank in everyone. May 30th. After exams outing to Gurney. I forgot what movie.. Was it Mean Girls? Anyway we played with iguanas and a hedgehog crapped in my palm. Cut my hair short. 31st May. I hope there are more days like that to come..

Half point of the year. Milk addiction. Hah, went to Singapore. Remembered how the day before was. Dont think anyone remembers.

1st day
Woke up early, go to the aport early. Blablablabla boarded plane. Remembered how much I love take-offs. The feeling..aaa.. just nice. Yeah then Changi. Awarded best airport in the world? I beg to differ. So so la. Yea then Crown Prince. Room was nice! then immediately after we dumped our stuffs, we went out to Orchard Rd. I guess its the equivalent of oxford st in london? Bought a jacket. Cannot tahan. I left mine at home. Yea spent like 55$, that is around RM130 here. Then yeah, Pa came frm Batam. Missed him. Saw HP3. Eek i ended up beside a hugge American man. New jacket got a taste of his butt.

2nd day
cant remember! oh yeah. even MORE shopping. went to BUM. i think. umm wanted to buy pants.  And yeah it was soooo hectic..  so umm yeah the chnaging rooms were full.. and this guy trying to be helpful showed me to another room.. damn quiet.. so i was like :D PEACE! went in.. pretty big and all.. no one really there.. so i took my time and whatdo u know.. i cudnt open the door to get out! panic panic. hahah when i FINALLY got out of there, I went looking 4 that moron. Turned out, he wasnt even working there! Either that, or he totally disappeared. WHATEVER. Hehe walked a lot! From one shopping complex to another.. pretty cool la. Went to the night safari, ahhhh it was damn nice!! Animals! animals! everywhere.. And we went to the Sci Centre, it was the last day of the LOTR exhibition so it was rad. Waay cool. Then we went around.. exploring.. and Dan and I challenged each other in this brain thingy.. where the most relaxed one wins.. u put this strap thingy on ur head.. and try to relax. He won. The monitor showed my brain activity was WAY HIGHER than Danial's. Guess its hard to relax with lotsa pple around you, all looking.

3rd day
BATAM. went to the harbour place.. god im bad at remembering names.. yeah. loved the ride there. took abt one hour plus. spent the time just looking at the waves. Beautiful. Papa fetched us from the Btm Centre. His comp car.. was a sedan.. sporty yet worn out, it was thrashed around by the last idiot who used it. Went to eat.. god.. it is a cultural shock.. frm clean sleek s'pore, we were dumped right in the middle of nothingness. But wasnt that bad. Pa's hse there was pretty nice. French looking and pretty big. Went shopping a lot there too. Ma was a bit.. scared.. of the men.. coz they sure s t a r e a lot. Haha I was thinking, they get all..erect..by just looking..what happens when u brush against them accidentally? WISHED I said dat to her.. just to see the xpression on her face.. but yeah I just kept quiet.. and smiled. Muahahaha. I just have no mercy on my family. Oo yeah went to this BIG bookstore.. TONS OF BESTSELLING BOOKS.. I was practically in ecstacy.. BUT BUT BUT.. they were all in Indon!!!!!!! No eng books! how frustrating. But I bought a bag instead. And DVDs. Lots of them.

4th day.
Still in Btm. Breakfast more shopping GOD Panbill! I wanna go back there. Stuffs there are soooo nice, and darn cheap. But more of guys stuffs, so Dan was lalala in 7th heaven too. Oh yeah they have motor cycle taxis here. These guys on bikes will take u anywhere. I suggested that I tried one of em to Ma. For the sake of seeing the shocked look on her face. HAHA man it was worth it. But.. I got nagged at too. Then pa droved us across the bridge..to another island and another island and so on. Damn nice. Went back to Btm centre, said our gd byes and went off. Ths time I slept on the way back. Cudnt be bothered looking at the waves anymore coz I didnt get the window seat.  Nice to be back in S'pore.

5th day
Packed stuffs. Airport. Plane. Home.

Learned a lot. S'pore, very nice very modern. But people there are very cold. Somewhat soulless. They only talk on a 'need to' basis and nth more. And I cant exactly say they were polite. Guess modern times make pple.. somehow more..detached frm others. Teens here are pretty much the same. Own cliques and they mind their own business. Kinda scrawny, all of them. Yeah.

Btm pple.. quite friendly, althought not as modern as spore. And one thing they hv in common, both places HAVE NO CATS!

I felt pretty much intimidated by being in S'pore. Guess theres much to learn.. i mean.. absorb. Yeah but i guess thats what it feels like to be in a First World country. like it or not, u gotta be fast and on your feet. The sales season brought pple frm all walks of life.. so it was pretty interesting just observing them.

 dunno how to write this.. but I'll try to anyway.
Yesterday was one of the best moments of my life. My friends.. they threw me yet another surprise party. Was pretty close to tears yesterday. Thank god I didnt tear. Good thing coz I hate crying in public? Gosh im frustrated.. NOTE TO SELF : learn how to express urself better! Yeah had a blast.. though.. suspicions were arosed. My only regret? I was such a dumbass fool.. for going numb like that. So how did the day start off? Got up quite early, slept again when I was supposed to bathe. So guess Nz was puzzled why I put my status to Bathing for more than an hour I think? Should've put it as Drowned instead. Well yeah, then I talked to gayatri in MSN. Reminded her to bring the library book, coz im gonna get screwd if I get fined again. Yeah well then she came and picked me.. so Vinid? joined.. with the green creature.. the nightmare of an iguana.. and her sis freaked for a moment. Cant blame her though. The vision of the iguana leaping and landing, covering one's face is more than enough scare the living hell of someone who was supposed to be paying attention on the rd. Yeah so we reached Danny's place after taking many detours. Went up. Nice place of hers. So well.. we watched a little tv, then those pple led me to her room. And tried their best to keep me in.. but no sirree I was to restless for all that. Went out the room at least a dozen time, (Gee, I sure gave them a hard time, didnt I?) kept going out of the room (No one can keep me still, muahahaha). Saw Suganiya talking to vinod her bf.. made fun of her.. haha then those 2 proceeded to convince me to join the seemingly BOORING truth and dare game of theirs. Pretty lame, I thought, and all they wanted was to get my eyes blindfolded. I somehow knew at the moment, thought was STILL blur. Some actresses they were. Then after laughing my ass off listening to Gayatri yelp her way thru the My Immortal song, all the while pounding on the poor piano. REALLY REALLY hilarious. Besides entertainment, I guess all that noise served another purpose, to muffle out any sounds that I might hv heard from the people down there, setting up the stuffs (drums and all). After laughing that hard, I left them.. and went to the balcony. Loved the view. Was enjoying my time alone there, just gazing, when they came and took me away. Found out later that if I had looked more carefully, I cud've seen the drum set. Then they said it was time for my turn. The so called dare. I threw in the towel.. and just did whatever to please them. At that point, I was kinda sleepy.. so whatever, I just did as I was told. Quite a contrast to what I did earlier, running out of the room and all. Went into the lift, BLINDFOLDED and down and wherever they brought me. Went down some steps.. and felt the sun on my face. Where the hell are they bringing me? I wondered. Then suddenly sumone grabbed the cloth off my eyes.. before I cud make sense on what's happening, I heard shouts, and those goddamn drums. It was all LOUD. everyone, everything. I was so embarrassed, so shocked, so numb.. I now dun recall what I did. Pretty much felt like an idiot, but a lucky one. Great friends I have, yeah, like what Faiz said. He was there too. And Syazwan and Nazrin. And Underwhere? Shit I felt so embarrassed.. Really didnt know how to react.. pple taking pics here n there.. hahah man for a moment I actually hated it.. being in the spotlight. But yeah then they started playing great songs.. and then we ate, we drank, and Syaz got pushed into the pool by Najla. Haha, he looked like a drowned cat. Yeah everything was cool. Fun. And then they wanted to start playing games, charades, and I uh.. conveniently *remembered* I left my stuffs in Danny's room. Excused myself (teehee) and escaped from torture. Faiz followed. Glad he did. Hehe guess we had time alone then. It was.. nice. =) then we went down not by the lift, but the stairs. Haha that was fun. Went back to the rest. Kean chong, joshua, uttama and the gay guy were playing charades, yeah pretty fun lah I guess. Then what happened yeah? Oh they took me away as they set up the cake n candles.. that I was aware of, but pretended not to notice. Haha. Anyway, cake was great, they got those candles that keeps on relighting (Guys, I practically CREATED those candles) and yeah huff n puff until I blew it all off. Yeah pretty great lah. Everyone was great. Suganiya and her dramatic tales, Gayatri and her little dances, Mz and her cam, Faiz and his I-want-to-push-you-in-the-pool acts. Haha. Im getting tired writing. Still am sleepy and exhausted, and later I have tuition. Well the party ended okay.. went back to Sug's hse.. where I only went home around 10.. reached home near 11. Slept only around 1? coz ma insisted that I told her everything (hey, YOU kept it all from me!) and then smsed Mz and Faiz. Listened a lil to Avril (courtesy of Mr Syaz) and then I guess I drifted off to sleep. Woke up kinda early today, read a lil. then BAM I went off to sleep again. Getting sleepier and sleepier by the moment.. I guess I'll stop here then. :D

Okay well now July. 16th bday. Was in Lit tuition. Mid yr results - A mixture of A1 and A2s and one frigging D for Add Maths. Est assigment handed out this month, coz I remembered what Justin wrote. CG infatuation. July was a boring month.

The 8th month was somewhat better. Lotsa people's bdays. Guy3, Fz, Gary, Nz, Angelyn, Amir, yadahyadah. Did the scrapbook thingy for Guy3 at Danny's place. It's so satisfying making gifts instead of worrying what to buy. Must do it more often. Hari Anugerah Cemerlang, using the pic as my MSN disp now. Remembered Sug admiring my cybershot. She got it soon after that.

1st September, Fariza smsed to tell me about the interview. Also Simran's bday :) Northam hotel stay again, pissed off at parents. Puteri Gunung Ledang. Then I started talking in BM, haha. Mom called me a bitch. Real nice, huh. 7 months. freaky dreams. Last BM tuition, awww. Edeson and Pn Sharifah's bdays. Sang in class~ ELS camp on the 11th. I remember Ass was in charge of spelling bee, me in charge of story telling, I think. Guy3 helped out, bless that girl. Ass=Melissa. Haha. Miss seeing those pics.

 

So that's Month 1 - Month 9. Hopefully gonna do a summary of October onwards later.

No more blahdee dot blogspot dot com. here is now, here is now. Blogspot too open, too many ppl readng already. This is friends only. Strangers are welcomed, coz well, you're of no relations to me. Later.